What a wonderful night, we got to go out and finally see OUR friends, everyone is in their 40's (though I am holding tight at 35 at the moment) so the iphones, the social media shit was at a medium. I had such a nice time. I enjoyed my husband so much, its been a long time since I looked at him with clear eyes, I love him so much, I don't even think he realizes it half the time. He was just funny and relaxed and so happy. I think you truly love someone if you can just look at them when their happy and be satisfied. I am really so grateful for last night, I got to play the guitar in a "jam" ... not very well, its been a while, but it was so awesome. I laughed, and had one shot of tecqulia , something I would never do. Brian and I enjoyed each other, we laughed and smiled and he called me "Baby" he doesn't do that too much anymore and it felt so nice. I totally had a OCD flair up in the car on the way home... my mind seemed twisted and fuzzy, I think it was the shot. Brian called me a "annoying person, who acts like a 12 year old". that really hurt my feelings. I have trouble being relaxed, but I told him one the reasons I married him was because he was good at helping me have fun. I think he understood that, because I told him to open the sky light of the car and I "woooed" out of it lol. It was so much fun. 

TOP TEN HAPPY FROM YESTERDAY:
1. Someone called me a "blonde" 
2. Washing my car 
3. Brian's relaxed smile
4. Playing the guitar 
5. tequila and lime
6. Driving with window open/ music blasting
7. laughing like you mean it 
8. cowbell 
9. Noel's floppy hair 
10. Lyla's smart facts